{"id":7122,"date":"2016-06-17T23:10:00","date_gmt":"2016-06-17T23:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/2016\/06\/17\/a-surgeons-bloodstained-shoes-have-become-a-symbol-of-orlandos-defiance\/"},"modified":"2016-06-17T23:10:00","modified_gmt":"2016-06-17T23:10:00","slug":"a-surgeons-bloodstained-shoes-have-become-a-symbol-of-orlandos-defiance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/a-surgeons-bloodstained-shoes-have-become-a-symbol-of-orlandos-defiance\/","title":{"rendered":"A Surgeon&#039;s Bloodstained Shoes Have Become A Symbol Of Orlando&#039;s Defiance"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-style:italic;font-size:16px\">By  <a class=\"colorbox\" href=\"http:\/\/www.npr.org\/sections\/thetwo-way\/2016\/06\/17\/482532247\/a-surgeons-bloodstained-shoes-have-become-a-symbol-of-orlandos-defiance?utm_medium=RSS&amp;utm_campaign=healthcare\">Merrit Kennedy<\/a><\/span>  <\/p>\n<div class=\"ftpimagefix\" style=\"float:left\"><a class=\"colorbox\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"http:\/\/www.npr.org\/sections\/thetwo-way\/2016\/06\/17\/482532247\/a-surgeons-bloodstained-shoes-have-become-a-symbol-of-orlandos-defiance?utm_medium=RSS&amp;utm_campaign=healthcare\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/media.npr.org\/assets\/img\/2016\/06\/17\/corsa-still_custom-cfedfa797f8d32ddb550490c3616058ed96612e5-s1100-c15.jpg\" title=\"Dr. Joshua Corsa, a senior surgical resident at the Orlando Regional Medical Center, operated on victims of the Orlando gay nightclub shooting.\" alt=\"Dr. Joshua Corsa, a senior surgical resident at the Orlando Regional Medical Center, operated on victims of the Orlando gay nightclub shooting.\"><\/a><\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>Dr. Joshua Corsa, a senior surgical resident at the Orlando Regional Medical Center, operated on victims of the Orlando gay nightclub shooting. <strong>Abe Aboraya\/WMFE<\/strong> <strong>hide caption<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>toggle caption<\/strong> <span>Abe Aboraya\/WMFE<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>A pair of bloodstained shoes has become a symbol of Orlando&#8217;s defiance in the face of extraordinary trauma.<\/p>\n<p>The shoes belong to Joshua Corsa, a senior surgical resident at the Orlando Regional Medical Center. They were almost brand new when the hospital received scores of victims of the mass shooting attack on a gay nightclub Sunday morning that left 49 people dead.<\/p>\n<p>Corsa tells reporter Abe Aboraya of member station WMFE that he worked in packed operating rooms for some 30 hours. He finally got a chance to try to sleep \u2014 unsuccessfully, he says \u2014 and returned to work on Monday morning.<\/p>\n<p>There to meet him were his bloodstained shoes from the previous day \u2014 and &#8220;that&#8217;s when a lot of the enormity of it kind of struck me &#8230; that tangible reminder,&#8221; he says.<\/p>\n<div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/media.npr.org\/assets\/img\/2016\/06\/17\/doctor-shoes_custom-e433e88650305ba95bc6b78af9e0732c7cf4d4cd-s1100-c15.jpg\" title=\"Corsa posted this image of his bloodstained shoes on Facebook Monday morning after hours of caring for Orlando shooting victims.\" alt=\"Corsa posted this image of his bloodstained shoes on Facebook Monday morning after hours of caring for Orlando shooting victims.\"><\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>Corsa posted this image of his bloodstained shoes on Facebook Monday morning after hours of caring for Orlando shooting victims. <strong>Courtesy of Joshua Corsa<\/strong> <strong>hide caption<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>toggle caption<\/strong> <span>Courtesy of Joshua Corsa<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>Corsa then sat down and wrote a Facebook post reflecting on the events, which was shared hundreds of thousands of times:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div>\n<p>&#8220;These are my work shoes from Saturday night. They are brand new, not even a week old. I came to work this morning and saw these in the corner [of] my call room, next to the pile of dirty scrubs.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I had forgotten about them until now. On these shoes, soaked between its fibers, is the blood of 54 innocent human beings. I don&#8217;t know which were straight, which were gay, which were black, or which were Hispanic.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What I do know is that they came to us in wave upon wave of suffering, screaming, and death. And somehow, in that chaos, doctors, nurses, technicians, police, paramedics, and others, performed super-human feats of compassion and care.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;This blood, which poured out of those patients and soaked through my scrubs and shoes, will stain me forever. In these Rorschach patterns of red I will forever see their faces and the faces of those that gave everything they had in those dark hours.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There is still an enormous amount of work to be done. Some of that work will never end. And while I work I will continue to wear these shoes. And when the last patient leaves our hospital, I will take them off, and I will keep them in my office.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I want to see them in front of me every time I go to work.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;For on June 12, after the worst of humanity reared its evil head, I saw the best of humanity &#8230; come fighting right back. I never want to forget that night.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>The powerful post has since been made private. You can listen to Corsa read it here:<\/p>\n<p>He says he is still wearing the shoes \u2014 now wrapped in shoe covers, because of the blood.<\/p>\n<p>To him, they serve as a reminder, &#8220;not of the terrible things that happened, but of the good that came from them &#8230; how the city came together, how the hospital came together.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He adds: &#8220;These patients are some of the nicest people I&#8217;ve ever met and I think it&#8217;s good to have a tangible reminder to look at every day, remind yourself that there&#8217;s still good out there even in the face of this.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Corsa started his medical training as an Army medic, an experience that he says &#8220;helped me to stay somewhat calm&#8221; as he treated the victims of the deadly attack.<\/p>\n<p>He adds that he hasn&#8217;t had time to process the events. &#8220;You almost enjoy the work in that it keeps you from having to sit down and deal with it,&#8221; he says. &#8220;You&#8217;re able to focus on the patients, which is what&#8217;s truly important.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Corsa says that the situation at the hospital is becoming calmer. &#8220;We finally started a turnaround where it&#8217;s less damage control and more starting to think long term, down the road,&#8221; he says.<\/p>\n<p>And five days after he posted the viral photo, he is still vowing to continue wearing the shoes until the last victim of the Pulse nightclub shooting is discharged.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div><a class=\"colorbox\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"http:\/\/www.wmfe.org\/61087-2\/61087\">WMFE: The man behind the blood-stained shoes<\/a><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong><a class=\"colorbox\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/blockads.fivefilters.org\/\">Let&#8217;s block ads!<\/a><\/strong> <a class=\"colorbox\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/github.com\/fivefilters\/block-ads\/wiki\/There-are-no-acceptable-ads\">(Why?)<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Source:: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.npr.org\/sections\/thetwo-way\/2016\/06\/17\/482532247\/a-surgeons-bloodstained-shoes-have-become-a-symbol-of-orlandos-defiance?utm_medium=RSS&amp;utm_campaign=healthcare\" class=\"colorbox\" title=\"A Surgeon&#039;s Bloodstained Shoes Have Become A Symbol Of Orlando&#039;s Defiance\" rel=\"nofollow\">http:\/\/www.npr.org\/sections\/thetwo-way\/2016\/06\/17\/482532247\/a-surgeons-bloodstained-shoes-have-become-a-symbol-of-orlandos-defiance?utm_medium=RSS&amp;utm_campaign=healthcare<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"ftpimagefix\" style=\"float:left\"><a class=\"colorbox\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"http:\/\/www.npr.org\/sections\/thetwo-way\/2016\/06\/17\/482532247\/a-surgeons-bloodstained-shoes-have-become-a-symbol-of-orlandos-defiance?utm_medium=RSS&amp;utm_campaign=healthcare\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/media.npr.org\/assets\/img\/2016\/06\/17\/corsa-still_custom-cfedfa797f8d32ddb550490c3616058ed96612e5-s1100-c15.jpg\" title=\"Dr. Joshua Corsa, a senior surgical resident at the Orlando Regional Medical Center, operated on victims of the Orlando gay nightclub shooting.\" alt=\"Dr. Joshua Corsa, a senior surgical resident at the Orlando Regional Medical Center, operated on victims of the Orlando gay nightclub shooting.\"><\/a><\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>Dr. Joshua Corsa, a senior surgical resident at the Orlando Regional Medical Center, operated on victims of the Orlando gay nightclub shooting. <strong>Abe Aboraya\/WMFE<\/strong> <strong>hide caption<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>toggle caption<\/strong> <span>Abe Aboraya\/WMFE<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>A pair of bloodstained shoes has become a symbol of Orlando&#8217;s defiance in the face of extraordinary trauma.<\/p>\n<p>The shoes belong to Joshua Corsa, a senior surgical resident at the Orlando Regional Medical Center. They were almost brand new when the hospital received scores of victims of the mass shooting attack on a gay nightclub Sunday morning that left 49 people dead.<\/p>\n<p>Corsa tells reporter Abe Aboraya of member station WMFE that he worked in packed operating rooms for some 30 hours. He finally got a chance to try to sleep \u2014 unsuccessfully, he says \u2014 and returned to work on Monday morning.<\/p>\n<p>There to meet him were his bloodstained shoes from the previous day \u2014 and &#8220;that&#8217;s when a lot of the enormity of it kind of struck me &#8230; that tangible reminder,&#8221; he says.<\/p>\n<div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/media.npr.org\/assets\/img\/2016\/06\/17\/doctor-shoes_custom-e433e88650305ba95bc6b78af9e0732c7cf4d4cd-s1100-c15.jpg\" title=\"Corsa posted this image of his bloodstained shoes on Facebook Monday morning after hours of caring for Orlando shooting victims.\" alt=\"Corsa posted this image of his bloodstained shoes on Facebook Monday morning after hours of caring for Orlando shooting victims.\"><\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>Corsa posted this image of his bloodstained shoes on Facebook Monday morning after hours of caring for Orlando shooting victims. <strong>Courtesy of Joshua Corsa<\/strong> <strong>hide caption<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>toggle caption<\/strong> <span>Courtesy of Joshua Corsa<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>Corsa then sat down and wrote a Facebook post reflecting on the events, which was shared hundreds of thousands of times:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div>\n<p>&#8220;These are my work shoes from Saturday night. They are brand new, not even a week old. I came to work this morning and saw these in the corner [of] my call room, next to the pile of dirty scrubs.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I had forgotten about them until now. On these shoes, soaked between its fibers, is the blood of 54 innocent human beings. I don&#8217;t know which were straight, which were gay, which were black, or which were Hispanic.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What I do know is that they came to us in wave upon wave of suffering, screaming, and death. And somehow, in that chaos, doctors, nurses, technicians, police, paramedics, and others, performed super-human feats of compassion and care.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;This blood, which poured out of those patients and soaked through my scrubs and shoes, will stain me forever. In these Rorschach patterns of red I will forever see their faces and the faces of those that gave everything they had in those dark hours.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There is still an enormous amount of work to be done. Some of that work will never end. And while I work I will continue to wear these shoes. And when the last patient leaves our hospital, I will take them off, and I will keep them in my office.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I want to see them in front of me every time I go to work.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;For on June 12, after the worst of humanity reared its evil head, I saw the best of humanity &#8230; come fighting right back. I never want to forget that night.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>The powerful post has since been made private. You can listen to Corsa read it here:<\/p>\n<p>He says he is still wearing the shoes \u2014 now wrapped in shoe covers, because of the blood.<\/p>\n<p>To him, they serve as a reminder, &#8220;not of the terrible things that happened, but of the good that came from them &#8230; how the city came together, how the hospital came together.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He adds: &#8220;These patients are some of the nicest people I&#8217;ve ever met and I think it&#8217;s good to have a tangible reminder to look at every day, remind yourself that there&#8217;s still good out there even in the face of this.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Corsa started his medical training as an Army medic, an experience that he says &#8220;helped me to stay somewhat calm&#8221; as he treated the victims of the deadly attack.<\/p>\n<p>He adds that he hasn&#8217;t had time to process the events. &#8220;You almost enjoy the work in that it keeps you from having to sit down and deal with it,&#8221; he says. &#8220;You&#8217;re able to focus on the patients, which is what&#8217;s truly important.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Corsa says that the situation at the hospital is becoming calmer. &#8220;We finally started a turnaround where it&#8217;s less damage control and more starting to think long term, down the road,&#8221; he says.<\/p>\n<p>And five days after he posted the viral photo, he is still vowing to continue wearing the shoes until the last victim of the Pulse nightclub shooting is discharged.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div><a class=\"colorbox\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"http:\/\/www.wmfe.org\/61087-2\/61087\">WMFE: The man behind the blood-stained shoes<\/a><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong><a class=\"colorbox\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/blockads.fivefilters.org\/\">Let&#8217;s block ads!<\/a><\/strong> <a class=\"colorbox\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/github.com\/fivefilters\/block-ads\/wiki\/There-are-no-acceptable-ads\">(Why?)<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[47],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7122","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-health"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7122","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7122"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7122\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7122"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7122"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/associatednews.us\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7122"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}